Juliets Fear

After the day Friar told me the plan, I couldnt jump right onto that idea. I have many reasons to make me feel uncomfortable with plan. My biggest fear is what if the potion did not have the exact symptoms as Friar thought it will give me? Maybe I can actually die with this. After all, it is poison. But Even though the fake death potion does work, what if i screwed up the timing and wake up before Romeo comes. There is a possibility I can die in that vault. I would rather kill myself than marrying to Paris. But This cannot be the time to worry, I must do this in order to see Romeo again